Friday, April 29, 2005

long update!

okie... it's been a long time since my last update... lemme see.... loads has happened and time has gone by quite fast...

let's talk abt the good things first...
well, lester.. hee... we just celebrated our one month a coupla days back... i dunno... i think i'm like quite gone in love.. haha... at slightly past 12, he gave me a big hug and kiss, and told me happy one month.. that's just barely touching the tip of the iceberg.. after my lects in the mornin, he came to me and gave me a card with an invitation to dinner... he kept me in suspense the whole day till dinner! and after my afternoon lect, he was outside the lect hall waitin for me with a bouquet of a dozen roses!! and they are absolutely gorgeous!! velvety red on the insides of the petals and soft gold on the undersides... and the best funniest part? which is also sort of a very sweet touch, was the crossword scratchie i found clipped to the card in the bouquet! haha... dinner was formal and he was dressed in a suit! we went to one of the fancy restaurants in town, called CRestaurant which was a revolving restaurant with 360 degrees view of Perth city... really classy place! 3 course meal with red wine and finished off with veuve clicquot ponsardin piccolo!! each one a bottle.. and i brought the bottles back as a souvenir cos we didn't have photos taken, didn't bring camera... he said he wanted it to be a memory to be savoured and cherished in our minds and hearts instead of in photos... the bill amounted to $275!!! i don't ever remember ever spendin so much on a dinner for 2! gosh... but he didn't mind it one bit! sigh... hee... he was like toastin me to a lifetime together, to many more decades together... but of cos, got disclaimer to that night.. he said to pls understand if he doesn't make such extravagant dinners a common occurence.. of cos i understand... gosh... but i muz say i'm pretty in floaty heaven huh.. =P les said he's not ever gonna leave me.. and although some may be sceptical about it, for once, i realli wish it to happen...

and i think it's quite amazing... we are very alike.... almost equal, on par, when it comes to obstinacy, expectations of ourselves and others, weakness, and the chemistry is just so right... and we agree on the same stuff and we agree to disagree on the same stuff.. and we had a little talk about wat we expect, and it's like we can both go ahead to do stuff we individually enjoy even if the other doesn't like it, it's like, as long as you noe wat ur doin of cos... haha... we both like to dress up, enjoy good life, relax, i dunno, the list just keeps on runnin on and on, we like the same stuff and similar attitudes... =P

and we have like this big list of places to go back singapore to eat with jean, clarence and catch up on our fave foods!! haha... plus it coincides with GSS, i can see the big hole in my pocket already.. =P we just bought a bar fridge and of all places, it is being kept in the toilet that nick and les shares... but now have a rule, no more shittin in that toilet... haha...

then the bad stuff, tabs and chris... i dunno wat's goin on in that girl's head... gosh... sigh... it is actually quite sad... and it's kinda pissing me off that despite the fact that everyone has eyes and can see the truth, she's still tryin to drag my name into all the shit... wat the hell... sigh.... but les is right... should stop lettin her antics tire me out... my life is worth more than that... hee... and to think i kept tryin to think of some way to see if can help them, i might as well juz sit back and ignore them...

which brings me around to the point, i can't wait to move out and imagine, stayin in a big house with all ur frenz together... and no need to tolerate weird peeps and their insinuations...

i think i'm beginnin to be homesick... life at home was so peaceful and nice... i hated such turmoil and rocky stuff so i keep my distance... hard to do so here with everything just in stone's throw proximity... miss my grandma and family... i dreamt of my grandma wakin me up.. sigh... can't wait to go back to see them... and the weather's gettin so much cooler.. some times i'm absolutely freezing... but i have my big lester to take care of me... haha... =P

time realli flies... in about another month's time, it will be exams time in june... have to commence with studyin, catchin up, revision and stuff...

alrightey... i'll try to post abit more regularly... tataz....

wish everythin between les and me will just get better and stronger especially thru such trials... i'm so glad i found him.... =D