violent dreams

maybe because this week at kickboxing, we're learning fun stuff like kungfu moves and how to turn someone's attack into an offense against them.. maybe 'cos i'm quite excited to practice that in real life.. maybe cos someone from uni has gone missing and sparks the idea that 'bad' people may be lurking around uni and i have to walk to and fro kickboxing alone in the dark.. maybe that's why i've been having dreams where the environment was quite "unsafe" in that i didn't feel comfy in it and there were 'bad' people, dodgy characters either trying to force me somewhere, suffocate and attempt to murder me etc.. like i got to fight them off literally in my dreams.. i'm not scared.. it juz makes me feel uneasy..